If you stumbled upon my blog, and happened to read what I've wrote. And you are angered by what I've written... all I have to say is, Alhamdulillah...it only shows one thing, that you have feelings. So do I.

This is the place I channel my feelings, this is the place I share my story. Be it real or be it fiction, this is my playground. If you want to continue to play in this playground you are welcome, but just like any other playgrounds, you will experience scrapes on your knees, fall from the swing, and push from your playmates. And if you can't take the risk, consider yourself trespassing.

I have 3 children, I will marry the one I love, and I will grow old according to my own plan. I do not owe my life to anyone but my parents. None from any others, be it sisters, be it brother... be it blood-relations, be it inlaws.

I love my mother. If I have to sell my soul just to see her smile, I will do just that. But I cannot condone anyone who uses her as a channel to get to me. If you are true to your own conviction, be brave, I am always here for any takers.

Kalau ada rasa kecil hati, marah, dan tersinggung dengan kata kata yang tertulis. Then you wait. Come Hari Raya, maybe I will minta maaf, but remember... maybe. Because what you've done to me, has no avenue for forgiveness.

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