The second day after taking the appetite suppresant pill, the day went without much event. But still I couldn't sleep well at night. I did not have anything during the day except for a banana in the morning. Drank lots of water though, due to the dryness in the mouth.

I still have the feeling of disoriented. Not the feeling of lightheadedness, but somehow I can't think straight. I get easily irritable. I stayed up till about 2 am, helping Jazz at his new house, but I still did not feel sleepy although my eyes were tired. Went to bed at about 4.30 am, but work up at 7.00 am.

Day three - Had 3 hours sleep. But of course it was not enough. I need to have eight hours in the slumberland. I had few places to go today, an engagement invitation, shopping with mom and dad, and aunt, and to Jazz's new house to help out as he was moving in. As I was still feel sleepy from not enough of sleep, I feel tired, but I don't feel hungry. The interesting thing was that even that I did not eat much for the past 3 days, I did not feel hungry, although I can feel my stomoch rumbling inside. Even with all the walking that we did that afternoon, I still have the energy to stand in the crowded bus from Orchard to Jurong West. Of course it irritates me to see that no one on the bus offers seat to my aging parents and aunt. I was really amazed at how selfish we humans were. Anyway, back to my sliming program....

By the time I reached Jazz's place, my eyes were really tired, which I feel that I really need to rest my eyes, even if it means to shut it for 5 minutes.

Did not help much at Jazz's because I was trying hard to keep my eyes open. I only had about 4 spoonful of 'nasi minyak' at the engagement party, a glass of tea at Arab Street coffee shop and a piece of Old Chang Kee's curry puff that I bought from Jurong Point for the Jazzes. And I still don't feel really hungry, although I do feel my tummy rumbling every so often.

My eyes were really tired, they had blood shot veins that really hurts. Jazz said that I need to stop taking the slimming pill, and he will still loves me even how fat I get. I know he was just trying to make me feel better. I know that his brow will raised if I gain anymore weight than what I have right now. So, I will still continue with the pills.

Sunday - 4th day. I slept for 5 hours. I felt good, but still about in the cloud. I decided not to take the pill today, and need to be myself today. Had a piece of pizzza which I've made for the kids and I feel much better than yesterday.

The last time I check my weight (Saturday - 3rd day) was 51kg.