My Love, My Dream, My Jazz
I have always dreamt that I was having a meal in the open air, on a yacht, surrounded by people and feeling inexplicably happy. Well, I had this dream again, and it happened while I was awake. By the Most Compassionate, the Most Beneficent, the Most Gracious and the Most Merciful, my dream came true.
We were out at sea, as I sat on the deck of this luxurious yacht, I allowed my thoughts to drop away and focused on being there now, in the present moment, paying attention to what was going on around me instead of to my internal mutterings. I made the connection, tuning into the peace and subtle energy which are always there in the present moment, if I give myself chance to feel them.
All too often connection like this is very brief. A turn of a head is enough to break the spell. But on this occasion, the feeling lingered. As I looked around at the crowds that were there with me with all the happy smiles, the peace remained and the feeling of joy that I'd felt in the dream returned.
This is usually the difficult part - at least for me - carrying the peace of the present moment with us as we move around and interact with others, for all too often the events of the world tend to chase it away. Yet, here I was doing just that, as I believe I did in the dream, aware of what was real from one moment to the next, carrying that awareness with me and stringing the moments of peace together - like the precious pearls on a necklace that I bought at the location of the Man With The Golden Gun.
One year ago at this exact time, I can never dream of having what I have now, and achieving what I have achieved now, but I am blessed with good fortune and plenty of love. And the love of My Jazz. Love him forever.
I may not be proud of what I am doing now (this), but I am very proud with myself, achieving what I have achieved.
This entry is dedicated to those who are dying to see me making a fool of myself. Just for you, this is how I make a fool out of myself.
We were out at sea, as I sat on the deck of this luxurious yacht, I allowed my thoughts to drop away and focused on being there now, in the present moment, paying attention to what was going on around me instead of to my internal mutterings. I made the connection, tuning into the peace and subtle energy which are always there in the present moment, if I give myself chance to feel them.
All too often connection like this is very brief. A turn of a head is enough to break the spell. But on this occasion, the feeling lingered. As I looked around at the crowds that were there with me with all the happy smiles, the peace remained and the feeling of joy that I'd felt in the dream returned.
This is usually the difficult part - at least for me - carrying the peace of the present moment with us as we move around and interact with others, for all too often the events of the world tend to chase it away. Yet, here I was doing just that, as I believe I did in the dream, aware of what was real from one moment to the next, carrying that awareness with me and stringing the moments of peace together - like the precious pearls on a necklace that I bought at the location of the Man With The Golden Gun.
One year ago at this exact time, I can never dream of having what I have now, and achieving what I have achieved now, but I am blessed with good fortune and plenty of love. And the love of My Jazz. Love him forever.
I may not be proud of what I am doing now (this), but I am very proud with myself, achieving what I have achieved.
This entry is dedicated to those who are dying to see me making a fool of myself. Just for you, this is how I make a fool out of myself.
Sacred Love
Corridor of Perfect Love
My Love is in your hands
My Own Captain Sparrow
Gone With The Wind
The Mighty Jack Sparrow
Two deck of cards
Our Love as Great as the Titanic
Lost In The Sea of Love
Love Conqures All
Mermaid of the Calm Sea
Jazz doing James Bond
The Boat People 
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