Erin is sleeping soundly covered by the thick comforter after a Chicken Chop dinner. Qhairul is on duty, and won't be back til Wednesday. The house is quiet as usual. It is easy to feel at peace and calm nowadays with nothing to stress out about.
In this peaceful night, it made me thinking - I feel so blessed to have such a wonderful life. To me however, life is simple to live. To experience, to seek deeper and wider. The journey might be long or short, depending on what Allah has plan for you. It may be winding, bumpy and even painful, yet I am determined to see out and dig deep inside.
It is important to me to find out what my highest of endurance is and whether I will be able to cultivate it in a long run. Oftentimes, though, I feel like it is time for me to move on the another level, to another place, to another time. This is my ultimate temptation. Everything looks like a colourful rainbow to me. There are so many colours, so may forms and so may possibilities. I want to try small bites of all of them.
Have faith in Allah. That's what Jazz always reminds me. Always remember that you are in the hands of the Higher Power whose scheme of things is mostly beyond human comprehension. Surrender to Allah. Accept and be content about the fate that you have received and be the best of your ability by using what is available in your hand. Accept with humility the outcome of your Qada' and Qadar.
May Allah bless you the way He blesses me. Alhamdulillah.
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